I wonder why am I so not over you
Maybe it is loneliness that is making me so weak in the knees
That my body is longing for your touch
Or is it that you miss me too and that is why
The spirits of our bodies are trying to connect
Does your heart too pounds like mine?
Does your heart too beats and aches like mine?
Does your body miss my touch?
Do you still get high on every notion of my breath?
I feel helpless
Can you help me calm this rage in me
Down beside me
So trenched and drenched with my blood
I remember how we tasted one other
I remember how we savoured each other
I remember how…
Yet all seem lost n you are no more
Are you dead
Or were you no more?
Or were you just an illusion
An illustration of my soul?
From hummus to pita to khubz
I remember it all
From Afghan to Iran to Iraq I wander now alone
From naturals to Nandos
They are my resort
I don’t find u at all
Lebanese n what not
Yet not a trace of your soul
Why is it that you are a ghost?
Why is it that I see you no more?
The gifs n emojis are all lost
I vail scream n shout your name in every moan
You are lost
I am lost
This pain in me drenches me for sure
Where to find you?
Can I find you?
Love is it again?
Or just my lust for you?
Teary eyes look out for you..
Why is it now that I have everything
Still I miss you the most
Dearest love, please come back to my vacant soul..
The space is all yours
The heart thirsty for your love
The smile the fights the screams and shouts
We own them all
Please come back
I’ll make sure to be there
Like your shadow
Like your guardian
Invisible yet present
To love n care for you
In a manner that you’ve never had before…..!